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Transformed

The weekend of November 13-16, 2009 forever changed me. Amber had won a trip to NYC for the both of us after entering a video of photos of the two of us from childhood to the present.
We were told that we would receive a 4 day/3 night trip to NYC with makeovers and a shopping spree. What we were not told was that we would rediscover just how amazing and valuable our friendship with one another is. We spent moments together that literally brought tears to our eyes and moments that made us run to the bathroom to avoid urinating on ourselves from extreme laughter. I got to watch my best friend go from what I have always thought to be an attractive woman to a beaming, head turning, hot, redhead. I tried to purposely avoid looking at her until the entire makeover had been done because I was more excited to see her transformation than mine. I was blown away with the beauty that radiated from her.
Once my makeover was complete and I looked in the mirror, I hardly recognized myself. I was beautiful. I have often felt beautiful on the inside, but now, my exterior matched my interior. At this point, I realized I deserved this and it was not selfish to take care of myself in this way. I felt amazing. I was transformed.
I was afraid that once we got home, I would revert to my black velour pants and maternity underwear that Amber has begged me to toss out for years. However, I have applied make up everyday since returning and have only wore the velour pants to sleep in. Even though Amber threw my favorite underwear in the trash, I don't think I would wear them anyway. I have purchased pretty panties, romantic ruffles, wrap dresses, and shoes with heels. All this because I was transformed by a 4 day getaway with the most amazing woman that I know.
Amber put together a slide show of some of our photos and video clips. It is only a small glimpse of the amazing time we shared together.
Amber, I love you more and more everyday. Thank you for helping me rediscover that my exterior is just as beautiful as my interior. You look breathtaking and your butt is amazing in a pair of Sabrina jeans from the Buckle! B/F/F/&E Love, Sheba

Family Fun

John is taking a new job on June 1st and we had a week in between jobs, so we decided we needed a vacation BADLY. I tried my hardest to get off work Sunday night, but no luck, so we gave up on a beach vacation and planned some mini trips close by. We first took the boys to Carribean Cove indoor water park in Indianapolis and to the Children's museum there as well. It was so much fun! Of course the boys hated the car ride, but the moment we arrived to the room, trunks were on and they were ready to go.

There was so much to choose from at the water park, they just ran from one thing to another in pure excitement. It was the first time in forever that I can say a whole tear free hour would occur. No hitting, nothing. I was in heaven. I had to be the one to splash around in the water, John somehow got the lazy river duty, go figure!

After the first visit to the water park, the boys noticed the small putting green and chose it over the water for the hour before closing, works for me! So, I went to relax in the hot tub, while the boys all played golf. Maybe 10 minutes went by before I was joined by 2 small children. It was a nice 10 minutes though!

After a much needed day of rest at home in our beds, we took the kids to Holiday World. That was probably the best trip we have had in a long time! After they got over the initial blow of being too short for the "big" rides (Chase was 1 inch too short) all was well. There was so much for kids to do and they would fixate on one ride and ride over and over and over again. We had to explain that there were lots of cool rides there. I got stuck with anything that went in a circular motion thanks to John's motion sickness from circular rides. My back did not like that idea but that meant he got the much bigger, much scarier rides and he gets all future roller coasters! The boys were not afraid of a single ride, unlike their Mommy!
We are finishing our vacation this evening with dinner and the Disney movie, Up. If times like these could just last forever!

One of the most delightful things about a garden is the anticipation it provides.

Well, I decided that this year I was going to try and take on a garden. I thought maybe if I involved the boys in the process, they would be more apt to eat the vegetables and fruits that we grow.
I decided I would start some of the plants indoors and than transplant them once the threat of frost has passed. Since I have never done such a thing, and I have a brown/black thumb, I wasn't sure how this would go. I figured if I could just get something, anything to grow, I would have been successful.
It has only been about 2 weeks since starting the first group of plants and not even a week for the second group. The results have been so rewarding so far. I can't believe how the little seeds that I planted with some dirt, water, and lots of prayers are already thriving so well.

The photos are out of order since photobucket has been giving me issues, but I have waited weeks to post this, so I am going to roll with it!








This has been very exciting for the boys and I, even John is excited each day to see how the plants have done!
I hope to have a bunch of yummy vegetables to share with everyone before too long!

Blogging the Clogging

I went to a clogging class tonight and had a great time. This is something I have had on my "bucket list" since I was little, but have never shared with too many. Let's just say when you mention you want to clog, you do not gain instant popularity. People usually think I am just being funny!
There were two people in the beginners class, me and a much older lady (maybe late 60's early 70s) that had dance experience. I later found out she is a former Rockette! Way to make me feel inadequate, LOL! No wonder I felt like I wasn't getting it like the other one!
My class is 45 minutes long and then at the end, the more advance people show up and they stay and dance another 2 hours or so. I am allowed to stay and watch and/or participate as much as I want, but I did not know this ahead of time. So, I called mom (she was watching the boys) to see if I could stay and have her watch the boys longer. She told me that Cole was lethargic with a temp of 102.5, so I was sad, I had to leave. Next week, I have to pick up my friend Amber at the airport, so again, I will not get to stay, but as fun as it was, cloggin cannot top the fun that Amber brings!
There is another beginners class on Tuesdays that I wanted to sign up for, but it was closed, so she told me I could just show up and not even register and that way I will be in the $80 class for free! AWESOME! The class is through our public school system as a continuing adult education class. She said don't bother registering, just come so you don't have to pay. That class is 2 hours, but does not have the experienced people to follow.
There was one chick there, that just started 2 classes ago (16 weeks) and she could do all the stuff the others could, so I am hopeful and excited. Here is a you tube video of mostly what I learned tonight and then I will show you what the advanced class was doing! LOL! She actually taught us a lot I thought for beginners which is nice. Here is what I learned most of all tonight:


Here is my actual class dancing (the lady in yellow is my instructor, the one in red has only been dancing 16 weeks, and the one in white is 3 years): Give me a few weeks, and I will add my own video!

No, I'm Playing

We got home a bit late tonight, and when we tried to get Cole to get his PJs on and change his diaper, he kept yelling "No, I am playing." It was so funny. Of course when I got the camera out, he tried to be cutsie, but it was still funny. Sorry, I shake with laughter each time. Please ignore my "I am trying to be a stern mommy voice", thanks!

All sales Final

Yesterday, I took the birthday money I had received and purchased my birthday present to myself. There was one stipulation, all sales are final, no exceptions. So, what do you think, do you like it? I have wanted this particular model for about 9 years now.



I have a frog on my left hip and I got his Ichthus on my lower back. I had heard that the lower back hurt worse and man they weren't joking! I made Ali come with me and she was laughing at the goofy faces I was making and she kept looking in the mirror and letting me know when I was getting close to being done, what a pal! I also spoke with the artist about touching up my frog tattoo as it has faded over the years, been through 2 pregnancies, not to mention the artist that did that one did not have the best work.
Here is my frog tat, sorry it is a real close up, only photo I have though:

Our Little Genius

Of course as a mother, I have always thought my son was smart, but onight, he truly amazed me! Chase can read! He just turned 4 in December and he read 4 books to me tonight from front to cover. Don't get me wrong, it wasn't War and Peace or anything, but still a book, complete with sentences!
Patsy and Scott have generously given us Nathan's hand me downs over the years (thanks to this we have not had to buy ANYTHING other than underwear for Chase, thanks guys!). Last year, our annual hand me down box had a series of books called the Bob books. They are specifically designed to help beginning readers learn to read. There are 12 books in all and they progressively get a little more involved and difficult.
He has "read" a word or two in the past, but it was generally a book we had read approxiamtely 100 times in a row, so memorization took a major role in his "reading" ability. Well, these books were brand new to him, never read before. Julia, my mother in law, taught Chase to place his finger under each word as he read it, and he proceeded to put his finger under the words and read them aloud to me!
The first book is very simple such as "Mat sat. Sam sat." HOwever, he has progressed to book #5 and it has sentences such as "Dot and Mit sit on a mat."
I am sure this blog may seem like I am a bit overly excited about this, but I am truly amazed that my baby boy can read!
He may not be able to poop on a potty every time, but the boy can read!

29 and holding

Well, it has happened. I officially left the 20s and entered the world of the 30s. I can only hope the 30s are as good to me as the 20s were. I figured it would be just another birthday, but thanks to my 2 wonderful boys, the planning of my mother, a phone call from Kristin, and the attendance of Dad, Shawne, Frank, and John-it was probably the best birthday ever. As I was heading home from orientation at my new prn job, I was on the phone telling my friend Ali how excited I would be if Mom and the boys had made me a little card and craft for my birthday. As I walked in the house I was immediately greeted by Chase with a very enthusiastic "SURPRISE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!" They had decorated the living room and the table was set for dinner. I was then given Mardi Gras style necklaces and helium balloons and was told that Dad and Shawne would be coming over for supper. I have never had a surprise birthday party and it was great. I bragged about it all day the next day.
Here is my surprise:











People ask "well do you feel any older?" I wish I could say no, I mean after all, just because a number changed does not mean I am going to suddenly combust or something, right?
Unfortunately, I have had some health "issues" going on and it has me visiting a doctor's office more often than I or my wallet would like. I am dealing with high blood pressure and possible hyperthyroidism, so pray that they will figure me out soon or I will have to start selling all remaining and functioning organs to pay the med bills!
Hyperthyroidism generally speeds up a person's metabolism and leads to them losing weight. I asked the MD why in the world I wasn't skinny if this was truly going on and he informed me it is because I am in the beginning stages. Of course I then asked him what any level headed female would, "So, I still have a chance? Can we delay treatment for a while?"
So although I feel like I am falling apart already I had a wonderful birthday!!!!

Back to Blogging

I have had multiple bad run ins with our computers, our first laptop crashed, so my generous dad gave me a brand new beautiful Toshiba laptop. My loving husband set it on the floor with the house on the keyboard and the screen slightly closed. Then, Chase came in the next morning to greet me and he used the laptop as his step stool onto the bed which cracked the screen badly. Ugh! There is always our desktop which is VERY slow and down in the basement which is like a cave, constant temp of about 55!
I am glad to say that for now, I have a fix. I got a small monitor off freecycle and have it hooked up to the laptop. It is all a bit ghetto set up in the kitchen, but it is a chance at a computer again!
I have really missed blogging because I could talk to a brick wall , and these days this is my chance. So, I hope to be back into it once and for all.
It's been so long that the boys are both in college and John is nearing retirement. Seriously, the boys are unbelievable, I will definitely update on them shortly.

A must read?

I do not know where all the time goes. You blink and 20 years goes by. So, of course, I have all these ideas of things I want to do and so on and so forth. One thing I would like to do is read more and watch less or no TV!!!! So, I google a woman's must read book list and what do I get as the #1 result?




I have a feeling I will have to let this one go. Just doesn't seem like a must read to me. So, if anyone has some good must read's that are maybe a little more "exciting", "feel good", and a bit less "brash", feel free to reccomend some for me!

One Step forward, Two Steps back

Well, we have had Chase on the medication to avoid constipation and we have been avoiding all dairy. At least every other day, usually daily, he has a meltdown. I think he is getting so gassy, bloated, and crampy that it is makinghim miserable. Today he carried on for 3 hours. I really really try to be 100% understanding and caring, but when this happens everyday, it REALLY wears you down. I cannot begin to explain how it feels to watch him do this day in and day out. Today was as bad as the day we took him to the ER, he was flailing around like a wild man just screaming. It was like he just felt helpless and did not know what to do. I offer to do anything I can, but he always just says, I don't know what I want. If I try to hold him, he wants me off, it is sad.

So during this time, I was trying to get the camera to tape him to possibly show his doctors how he gets. He was screaming and jumping up and down going from the couch to the floor to walking around, he looked terrified. It was like he had no idea what to do and needed something quick. As soon as I turned my back to get the camera, I heard a loud sound like a balloon popping and he instantly stopped crying and said, "Mommy, I pooped." When he was crying so was I and he said, "Please don't cry Mommy, it makes me sad."

Well, once he had gone poop, I was hugging him after his bath and started crying again. He said, "Don't cry Mommy, I am happy now, my tummy feels better." I tried to explain that I am sad knowing that he hurts so much, but of course he doesn't understand.

Of course I am exhausted physically because whenever this happens he wants to be held some then put down some. Then once he finally goes, I have to lift him in the tub to remove the pull up because it is an absolute mess, then we have to do the shower and get redressed. All this is done while trying to wrestle a one year old to stay out of the poo. The physical exhaustion is hard, but the mental/emotional exhaustion is much worse.

I know it has to be getting old to him too. He is old enough that he is getting embarassed as well, and a couple times this has happened around older kids and they don't get it. I am afraid they will start teasing him before long and that is the last thing he needs. Sometimes the adults are worse than the kids. Everyone has their opinions on the matter of course and I hear everything from, "Give him to me for a week, I'll have him going on the toilet" to "Pooping in diapers is for babies, are you a baby?" During this situation, that is not what he nor myself needs.

So, I know I have said it over and over, but I am a FIRM believer in the power of prayer, especially in numbers....please pray for his healing and for him to overcome whatever fear he has. For me, I really need strength and patience to help him through all of this. I do not want to make him feel any worse than he already does. Thanks!

Year in review

I cannot believe I have seen my second son's first year of life go by.
In that year he has reached many milestones. He walks like a champ and has for about 3 weeks now. He wasn't talking hardly at all which is a big reason he got his tongue clipped. He is currently saying Momma, Dada, yes, no, and an occasional uh oh. He can sign eat and more (of course this family is food related!)
Cole is VERY independent and happy IF he gets his way. He is an angel when his older brother is not around. When he is, they love to bug each other to death.
Cole has become our little Linus and carries his blanket just about everywhere!
He is a dancing machine. The moment he hears music, he begins to dance no matter what he is doing.
Seems that Cole has had some sort of illness just about everyday since he arrived, let's pray that is soon to change.
Both Cole and Chase will be attended a "school" 2 days a week this fall and I am looking forward to that break for us all.
Hope you enjoy the photos!

Newborn: May 2, 2006






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May 2007, 1 year old:









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La Fiesta de Cole

Can't believe we have had Cole in our lives a full year! I will post a seperate blog to bring you up to speed on his accomplishments, milestones, and stats. This is just to tell you about his first birthday party.
We have always had to have our parties indoors since dear Chase is a December baby, so we were so excited to have an outdoor celebration. God blessed us with gorgeous weather so that we could have that wish. The party was on a beautiful sunny Saturday afternoon just following nap time. Those with young children, know this is vital to a good party! We invited friends and family and provided burgers, bratwursts, all the fixins, cake and ice cream, and lots of fun. We borrowed a bouncy from a friend which was a hit, as was the trampoline. This was the first party were most of our friends had young children as well (those who didn't borrowed their cousin's kid)that could enjoy the fun, so that made it even more exciting. I can't wait to watch them all grow up together.
After eating, we had cake. I made Cole's myself this time which turned out cute. Not as extravagant as the train cake, but still cute. Cole was not real sure about the cake. I had to force his hand into the cake and then he got upset and started shaking his hands to try and get the icing off!
After a quick clean up, he proceeded to opening the gifts with the help of a hndful of young friends! He got so many nice clothes and fun toys. The toys have been a hit and the cause of many fights between brothers ever since. As always, I will attach photos of the party.

Out with the old in with the new

Since we purchased our house 3.5 years ago, I have hated the landscaping that took over the front of the house. It hid our house and was near death and very unattractive. After 3.5 years of nagging, I convinced John on the spur of the moment to hook up his truck, better known as "Old Blue", and rip out the exsisting landscaping. After removing all the landscaping, he came down with a nasty stomach bug. I have to brag about my man. After a full night of practically living in the bathroom, he spent the entire day planting the new bushes and plants all on his own (Cole was already sick and I started getting a touch of it as well). After a full day of hard labor, lots of sweating, and tons of Gatorade, John transformed the front of our house into the beautifully landscaped home I had hoped for! We are still woking on what to do with the area by the park bench, but that will come with time and more nagging!
Hope you like! Thanks John!

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Brotherly Love

I knew that having 2 boys would be adventurous, but man oh man! Chase is not the easiest on his little one year old brother. Just the other day, Chase decided that Cole wanted to go outside, so he let him out. Thank God, John caught Cole at the sidewalk about 6 feet before getting to the street!
However, about 3 weeks prior, Cole wanted to go outside, and Chase quickly shouted no and pulled the front door closed. Problem is, Cole's toe was under the door as Chase did this! Cole's toe immediately began bleeding and of course he began screaming. Once I calmed him down, it looked pretty nasty. After almost a week of crawling around and not allowing me to apply any bandages, it became infected. A trip to the doctor, a $20 copay, and a $10 antibiotic later, it seemed to be getting better. As expected though, the nail did finally fall off. If you ask Chase what happened to his brother's toe, he will proudly tell you that he cut half his toe off! I have included a couple photos shortly after the incident occured.

My lovely locks

After a year of prenatal vitamins, my hair had become quite long. I wanted to cut it, but then decided I wanted to participate in "Locks of Love" (LoL). LoL takes donated hair and creates wigs for young children who have lost their own hair to chemotherapy. How cool is that!?! Some small child can find joy and confidence in sporting my curly blonde locks? That's it, I had to do it. The required length is 10 inches. I finally reached the required length, but just barely. so, if I cut my hair now, it would be super short. I didn't care, I was ready. So this past Friday, I ahd 12 inches of blonde curly hair removed and can't wait to send it for some little boy or girl to enjoy! I think I am going to grow it out and do it again!

This is before:










Here is the Video (listen, Chase ask why I broke my hair):






After:

Cabin fever hits again

Approximately 3 weeks ago, Cole had tubes placed in his ears and he did wonderful. He actually slept through the night 3 or 4 times following that which he had never done. He was much happier and just acted like he generally felt better.
Well, the luck couldn't last too long. The poor kid started feeling crummy again about a week ago. He has spent the last four days crying from dawn to dusk, especially if I leave his sight. He literally goes from smiling one second to screaming the very next. He is unsure of what he wants. We ended up going to the pediatrician yesterday and got him put on antibiotics, so let's hope he gets back to feeling better soon.
The many phases of Cole:

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Chase has decided to go on a wild streak and act like he is going on 13. Common words out of his mouth are "No" and "But, I don't want to." This does not settle well with me. He has spent many moments in his room and/or time out recently. Of course, no matter how much he misbehaves, he is still so darn cute! Between the two of them, I will be totally gray by 2008!









John is generally really good about helping me out in times like these by taking Chase out for a bit, or taking both boys downstairs to simply be boys and give mom a break. However, we had a DUSTING of snow come through Kentuckiana which meant John got called in at 3:30 am this morning to begin salting the lots, roads, and sidewalks of his various accounts. He did not get home until 10:30 this evening. So he was gone for 17 hours for less than an inch of snow while the boys and I had a less than ideal day. We had toyed with the idea of going out to eat for my birthday but the reality of that happening just wasn't there.

One positive side of having a sick kid is Cole napped a great deal today. While he napped, Chase watched more television than a 3 year old should be allowed to watch in one week (I did manage to nap a bit on the couch while Chase watched tv). times like these, you just have to let the battles go! We can only hope that Cole will get to feeling better quickly and that John will get to remain home all day tomorrow.

Here is a cute video of my little drummer boy during one of his better moments: